What have I been going?
Working my ass off, LITERALLY. I know I have moved more then I ever have, period. Bonus the weight is coming off. But you know what? I feel so much better. There was a week there, I thought I was going to die. Pieces of me hurt so much that there was not a piece that did not hurt. But I made it through.
There whole family is moving more. Eating better and doing a little better every day.
Sunday, May 31, 2015
Tuesday, May 05, 2015
Still going and more
This week is turned 43. While that did not stress me out as it has most years, I did take a moment to reflect.
I am in a completely different place then I have been in my head. That is progress. That is me being comfortable in my own skin. I have not been that in years. It feels good. It feels right. It feels, sigh, like a happy place. Before I would even be freaked to type that. Why rock the boat? Say it out loud? Because I can and I am OK with what comes.
Still walking, working out, eating well and just doing a little better everyday. Still up about 5:15, starting the day in a good place. There are other doing better then me, but I am OK with that. I crack up at fitbit challenges and see, well there I am in last place again, but I AM DOING IT. I am moving, I am eating well, I am good.
I have also had chances to speak my mind to different people and that is wonderful. I was getting so sick of being quiet when bumping into someone that I had not seen in a while. Now I just call it like it is. Oh really, you are going to stop and talk to me, why don't you turn and walk away like you have in the past? I have even left people standing there with their mouths open. I don't care. Done with fake, closed minded people. DONE.
So I have no idea what year 43 will bring, but I am going to enjoy it. Watch me.
I am in a completely different place then I have been in my head. That is progress. That is me being comfortable in my own skin. I have not been that in years. It feels good. It feels right. It feels, sigh, like a happy place. Before I would even be freaked to type that. Why rock the boat? Say it out loud? Because I can and I am OK with what comes.
Still walking, working out, eating well and just doing a little better everyday. Still up about 5:15, starting the day in a good place. There are other doing better then me, but I am OK with that. I crack up at fitbit challenges and see, well there I am in last place again, but I AM DOING IT. I am moving, I am eating well, I am good.
I have also had chances to speak my mind to different people and that is wonderful. I was getting so sick of being quiet when bumping into someone that I had not seen in a while. Now I just call it like it is. Oh really, you are going to stop and talk to me, why don't you turn and walk away like you have in the past? I have even left people standing there with their mouths open. I don't care. Done with fake, closed minded people. DONE.
So I have no idea what year 43 will bring, but I am going to enjoy it. Watch me.
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